suddenly this post has changed from simply being about my holiday to about all the shit that i've been brooding over for the last 3 days. the short and short of it is that i went to school for two days, was in milan for 4 and got drunk everyday. then went back to the seaside, and basically left my life AGAIN. but this time i've come back. i didn't 'go to'. i came back. because i have a life here too. and i'm so lucky. and i feel terrible when i say, I WANT IT ALL. i want everything from here and i want everything from there and i want it all to work and to fit and to be wonderful and beautiful and pretty and shiny and free. that's what i want. so i'm going to go and get it.
buonanotte a tutti. siete bellissimi x